Baby Bills..

I’m sorry! I didn’t know that I had a baby all on my own!? Whatever! It takes 2 to tango, does it not? Yeah…well it seems that the other half of that two doesn’t really want to help pay the thousands of dollars that are still owed. How in the hell are you going to “forget” that you have to pay to have a child!? Ridiculous.

This is what pisses me off…if I have OUR child, then things should be OUR responsibility. But of course, the bills all come in my name. Sux, but oh well…what can you do about it?

For one, you can pay them and you don’t have to worry about them blowin’ up your phone.. You owe it to them anyway! They helped you bring your beautiful baby into your life! So, why are you going to complain? It’s not their fault that your insurance is shit! So, pay it! Make payment arrangements, whatever…

Well, here’s the problem…my half doesn’t want to pay them. He doesn’t seem to be worried about it because it’s not under his credit..shithead. That pretty much tells me that things aren’t going to go very well the next few months. I don’t know. I’ve been trying so hard to clear my credit because I’m tired of renting. I want a HOUSE.

If I have to end up getting it on my own then so be it. More than likely, that’s what’s going to happen. His credit is shot to hell. Why should I worry about his if he doesn’t give a crap about mine? It’s a two way street here…

But if the money was to pay for a new sound system for the car, or an improvement to the vehicles, it would HAVE to be paid! Double-standards are flying at me left and right! Crazy!

Can I just pay my bills without getting any flack? Please!? I just want to get it out of the way…so I can move on. Or should I say…I just want to get him out of the way…so I can move on?… Divorce isn’t lookin’ like too bad of an idea right now…